Picture Perfect

It would take time to build trust. Trust is after all earned. And for a relationship that is still brand-new, it’s very hard to deal with certain things especially if both of you are miles apart. It is already given i guess to have doubts and all. But as much as i want to get it out of my system, it is just so difficult for me.

I’m trying my best to think of positive thoughts all the time though but my being pessimistic still gets in the way. I know it’s not good and if i continue to be like this, then most probably, this relationship I’m having right now won’t work out. Nobody wants to have a blooming relationship to just take a halt like that. But everything is not just easy. Hope i would be able to surpass all the trials that I’ll go through and actually going through right now. It’s really hard but i’ll do my best to make things work.

It’s been days that i didn’t have a decent sleep. I would often wake up at dawn between 3:00 to 4:00 o’clock though i don’t have difficulty going back to sleep. But i’m just wondering why it has been like that lately. My friends would often kid that perhaps somebody is thinking of me somewhere. Can it be true? Nah, i don’t think so.

But anyway, it feels good to think that somebody somewhere is thinking about me. Hehe. I don’t owe anyone cash or something so perhaps that somebody is just simply missing me. Wishful thinking…